My mind is screwing me again…. All those little voices….. All those ideas on how to fix a problem….
I’m trying a new approach. “The road less travelled” in Spiritville. I somehow end up making the same mistakes, then want to beat myself up for not seeing the signs, but then I end up sulking and I desperately try and claw my way out of the hole.
Same shit. Different Day. Same cycle???? WTF? Why? How? Am I just not wired properly?
I know that it’s going to be hard. I know that it’s going to be ugly but I’m hoping that the reward will outweigh all the hardships/obstacles on the journey….
P.S. I can feel an ugly cry coming so I’m signing off for now.
The Blessed Barrenness
(((hugs)))
spiritedmama1
Thank you